Well, I've made it through the holiday season, almost. It has been difficult, and I'm sure it's been difficult for the for the people around me as well. I am trying my hardest to not let my mood affect those around me, mainly becasue I have no right to make their holiday so miserable....
I had this horrible dream last night about Christmas...Brian and I woke up and realized that there really was a Santa...he left us so many gifts....so we started to open them and they were all gifts for our new baby....how cruel?!?!?!?! Why would anyone put us through that..but before I could even finish the thought, SANTA, yes..SANTA came walking out into the living room carring our baby...It was so weird..... I think these kinds of dreams should be banned. People shouldn't be able to dream about things that are never going to happen.
We will soon start our trek to all the families houses for Christmas and I'm sure every little thing will remind me of how much I was looking forward to being pregnant this Christmas because that meant that in a few months we would be new parents....
All the wrapping is done, the shopping is done..now it's just get through everything....I know it's selfish to ask for help getting through these next few days, but I really need it as I'm sure Brian might at times too...I promise next year I won't be so grinch like at Christmas!!!!
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